So sweet tsk!

Isn't this super sweet... Friends? Friends with benefit?

Whatever!

This makes me mad because I was carrying his sons and I dont get what I want to eat most of the time. Haixxxx....

Numb

How should I feel about this? I feel fucked up. I should have checked his phone that day. If I didn't check it, I wouldn't know that she is jealous of me. Super duper tired of this whole thing. Everything I do just seems wrong. Do I like him? Am I in love with him? What do I think of him? What is my feelings towards him? I do not want to jumble everything up. Obviously he is still in love with her. Obviously she treasure him deep inside. Or is it the other way round?

What am I even thinking? No matter what I feel towards him, I can't be close to him. He is closed to my ex husband and in the same team as him. What will people think? He said he doesn't mind, he s just afraid i can't handle it. Shoot me already? Does he means what he say? Or does he mean it as a different way? He just said it to make me feel better, painting me flowery picture?